slavghoul:

“This thing about being a rebel, being an outsider, also has its price. I always took a step away from everyone else. (…) That’s just how I was. I didn’t join our school trip in the ninth grade and I didn’t go to the graduation either, because I didn’t want to join in. I didn’t belong there. Even now in adulthood when I have a lot of things that I should be happy about and I’m really as far from all that as possible, I still have… I don’t know if it’s a nightmare, but I have a recurring dream where I’m still that age and I’m at home, alone, feeling as if I shouldn’t be there, that I should be where the others are but I’m not.”

- Tobias Forge, Sweden Rock Mag 2020

“It’s so important to spend time together, and have fun together, smiling together, feeling you’re belonging somewhere, don’t you think? It is a wonderful feeling. I’ve always felt that if I just got to the end of the rainbow, whatever is there, I will find belonging… And I’m assuming that this is it. The belonging that we’re sharing.”

- Papa Emeritus IV’s speech in Indianapolis 8/22/2023

(via ceremonyanddevotion)

vulnerableagendaofdeath:

I know it is my father’s first time on this Earth, too. And I know He had it worse when he was little.

But I was little too.


— Franz Kafka, from letters to his father

(via transsexualcrowley)

agentorange87:

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tunisian:

source? i felt it in my heart

(via daenerys-targaryen)

aidashakur:

I love to disappear. I’m getting tired of being around people.

(via zephyr-of-death)

vamprisms:

vamprisms:

what’s the most demented thing you guys got in trouble for in school mine was when an english boy in my class made fun of my name and called my mum a (derogatory word for irish travellers) so i told him my ira uncle was in town and was coming to blow him up after school

ok so nobody got in trouble in school?

DISCLAIMER: Sometimes, my English is not the best as it is not my native language.

I was on Catholic school from elementary to high school and I got in trouble for LOTS of things but here are some:

a) Reading Angels & Demons by Dan Brown on the recess. The nun that saw me doing it, cross herself and started running. My parents had to go for a meeting some days after.

b) I was a very young kid when I read the Harry Potter series and by that time, I loved it (now I don’t have any appreciation for it or the author). One of the religion class material said that to read Harry Potter was a sin because of the witchcraft. I wrote a whole essay by hand on why I didn’t think Harry Potter was evil and all the things it had taught me (friendship, loyalty, etc). My parents had a meeting with the principal because of it.

c) It was winter and the weather was very cold. Of course, I didn’t like the uniform so, one day, I wore a Pink Floyd hoodie that was very warm and comfortable. They called my mum accusing me of listening to communist music and not using the uniform.

d) My hair is very very very curly so, the prefect let all the straight hair girls to have it free (not in a braid or pig tails or horse tail or whatever), so every girl could do it except me, because “my hair was a mess and quite unpresentable”. I hid plenty of times from her just to have my hair loosen.

And those are just the tip of the iceberg. Let me know if you want more stories.

stuckinapril:

stuckinapril:

please don’t be mean to me i will literally be on my deathbed replaying it in my head asking myself why i’m such a unique annoyance to society

i am nothing if not an amalgamation of every inconvenient moment for which i was the cause